SERIOUS ENTRY. TRUST ME

I am not blessed with a midas touch in giving my thoughts and experiences its' deserving justice. I swear. When i read others', just to name a few: Irv and Miss Jyss, i feel so, err.. err.. intimidated? Well, that's not the word. I feel, errr, jealous? Ah, that doesnt sound quite right still. Yeah, whatever. . but check out Irv's. You'll fell the sensation of being omniscient, so to speak. his meticulous writings are something everyone should envy. reading his blog is as ingenious as the idea of flight. both have the ability to take you somewhere else. no kidding...

Seriously, I went thru several great things these few months, but putting it all in words aren't gonna make up the deal. hish...
Moi jots were all trashies, relatively speaking. Rookie blogger la katekan. So, having said that, I decided to name this one: my 1st serious entry. We'll see how it goes in a nick of time. weeehoo~ Fingers crossed!

well well well. Awhile back ago, I had a masquerade gala, then a fantabulous makan2 at farah's crib, kak Rozalah`s, bowling, free MAC make over, lotsa makan2 events yet again, clowning around at the floor events, and Montreal escapade last winter. and for the record, i did not write any of those up here. hmmm...

i`ve been reading quite a few blogs and suddenly the idea of blogs` genres came flashing out of nowhere. i found some blogs amusing, some were, enlightening, and i gotta admit that some were rather annoying. ohh, i`m just easily annoyed like that. very. my apologies.

just so you now that i actually did some research :P
blogs are personal diaries. *thanks, wikipedia.*
however, despite of being a diary, some slashed it to express thoughts, be it in political issues, travel, fashion, education, etc etc, and the list goes on. speaking of which, moments ago i had a rerun of my entries from when i actually started writing shits. now THAT made me spend my precious minutes just to ponder on the purpose of my writing. was it life-exposure or what. yeah, the rerun i had was a startling revelation of myself. i expose more of my flaws. all the possible dropbacks you can think of. i totally eat the shit up! but for the next minute, i loved it. i enjoyed them entries.

i don`t write because i want people to know everything about me. i tried, but it wasnt really working out. that was, so not me. i write because i feel like it. i write when i`m free. i write when i`m pissed. you know i`m no good at yelling around when i`m all pissed. i hardly scold people. im a prominent keep-it-to-myself kinda person. i scare the shit out of no one. really. what can a midget like me does when she`s mad? so i hope that explains my previous provoking posts. this is ALL i have. i suck at writing. i suck at explaining stuffs. i suck at storytelling.

oklah. enough of pointless rambling. kalau bace2 balik kat atas, bapak berterabur my story. haha:))
malas nak taip banyak2. my entries bukannye sedap and seronok pon. english dahla hancur. haha:P
goodnight, will try to update my blog more often pasni. for now, this entry should tie you over till then.

10 Comments:

  1. jyss said...
    stay true to ur heart..then u can never go wrong dear :)
    Afiqah said...
    aper nih nanue...your English mana berterabur and you have to understand...irv is a debater and he has damn lot of experinence with English and honestly i wish i could be like him too..but think positive why are we here..it's because we want to learn and learn and to improve ourself including our English..so chill darling(my blog pun merepek jer most of the time but i will not quit)
    Nanue said...
    well, the thing isn't about the language. i have no problem with my abused english. haha:P
    u see, all i wanted to say here concerns mainly on the purpose of writing a blog. that's all.
    Anonymous said...
    1. Yes, reading Irving's blog memang buat orang inferior + envious. But he is what he is, and we are what we are, aite? (^.^)

    2.OMG kejelesan tahap cipannye aku ngan korang!!!~~~ tak abes-abes ngan "makan-makan". Takde perkataan lain ke selain drpd "makan-makan"? URHHHHHHHHHH~~ Kalau aku kaye mcm korang tiap-tiap minggu aku akan turun ottawa untuk "makan-makan". Hukhuk. =(

    3."i don`t write because i want people to know everything about me."
    ina, i'm with you. tak best kan klu tau ade orang tau ape yg kite rase@pk??

    4. To me, to read a one's blog whom I cared is always an interesting thing. So keep on writing, i'm a fan.

    =)
    Annas Aziz said...
    irving blog is one of the amazing malaysian student blogs. No wonder kalau difikirkan balik background dia. anyway, just write anything you think useful to become a good blogger, tak kisah arr politik ker, agama, hiburan etc.
    Anonymous said...
    everyone has stories but not everyone is a good storyteller and to feel pressure because of that will do yourself unjust.
    CT DALILAH said...
    sungguh... serius!hehe...my blog are full of craps...i just jot down wateva i feel like, my definition of escapism, my very own lil lalala land~
    Anonymous said...
    i'm not good in english,i write in Malay. terlalu mudah.hehe
    Nanue said...
    hello. this has nothing. i repeat: NOTHING to do about my english. its about the intention. that's all
    Anonymous said...
    Nanue!!

    Firstly saya sangat terharu with your kind words =) Honestly I am unworthy of such praise, and I sincerely do hope you guys like reading my blog lol.

    And yes I do recognize that this blogpost is NOT about your English (which I think is excellent btw) but rather on the idea of why we blog. I thought it was very very menarik (HA! Amik ko...terkuar BM sebijik XD) that you talked about the "need" to write. I do think that this is something many students can relate too, oddly enough. There are times when you just write for the heck of it, at which point phrases like "to hell with grammar!!" and "damn the very idea of prose!" comes into your head kan? XD

    But to be honest, one thing which I do think is bad about blogging is the way it actively draws people away from writing per se...writing as in menulis pakai pensel + pemadam + protraktor. I almost miss the feel of pen over paper, and the lingering kepenatan in your fingers after you write.

    But globalization and mass media dictate otherwise I guess.

    Cheers Nanue! G'luck final btw! =D

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