::Nanuenymous::

now, that is some wording i can appreciate. i might have said this before- but in a very different way maybe. that our life is a very well written, nice spare prose which kept us pressing forward, makes us agog to know what will happen next. been three, well, almost three years here makes this little heart go ponder. what have i achieved? great results? nada. great lust over everything materialistic? maybe. great personality? ugh, who am i to even say i have one? that's plain stupid.

if time has the speed of light, i'd go peeking what's there for me by the time i finish summer term. then i'd go see fall. and winter, for that matter. i dread summer classes so much that i had to go brag over it when chances flash. sorry semua. as much as i loath being dishonest, this i figured is the best way to ease what i'm going through. i hate Canadian Studies. cause you see. everyone else is doing well in their courses and this midget is left floating in her own hell hole. and that's not cool at all i promise.

if time has the speed of light, i'd go walking to see when's my down. life hasn't been very harsh on me these 20yrs. unlike some other friends, they've gone through massive massive whirlwinds. i believe that Allah gives us equal hardship and bliss. i feel blessed, all the time. but life like this is too good to be true.
Astaghfirullah al-azim. who am i to question his givings in the first place? Forgive me, Allah for I've questioned you.

if time has the speed of light, i'd go running to see what is me after i graduate. what kind of person will i be and who's the person i'm gonna see myself refer to as 'us'.

i'm just dead curious. i don't want anything to go to waste, cause i'm made of gold. not plastic.