Things were a lil bit patchy and bumpy on my side, where I slowly lost the grip but I finally talked to some people and managed to pull myself together again. Because someone just shattered everything that I built over the past 7 years. Something made out of love and trust.
But final's coming soon and I shall not let rusty things like these tarnish my brain. It's my final year! OMG I cannot wait. 6 months to go! (I now have no one to count this with, so please count with me)
One of the persons I talked to was Nani. It was a good phone sesh. She didn't really say much, but it was sufficient enough to keep me calm. I heard Adik's voice at the back, muttering something along the line of "Eleh, Ina lagi cantik lah!" While noticing the false information she threw in the air, I couldn't help but to laugh in tears. I felt good. I thought, this is home. Back to the basics, back to where I really belong- The Family. We didn't see each other very much, but we're always there for each other. And that's good enough for me.
The saying, "She's my sister, you break her heart, I break your bones" comes to life. These goons are the best.
It's good to know that often times, there's always someone somewhere you can rely on. Near of far. I have wonderful, angelic friends and sisters around me, putting my pieces together whenever they fall apart. To remind me all the time that I'm beautiful in my own ways, I'm strong in many ways, I'm a gem in the dirt, and because of these, I can do so much better, and you're not worth it.
Meanwhile, somewhere in Canada, Taylor Swift's White Horse has been repeated vigorously on iTunes, I've probably raped the replay button like no one's business.
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- Aiman Afifa said...
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