Keep in mind that I write this because I know he won't be reading it. I like to keep certain parts of my life a secret, because that's how I roll. Besides Facebook, I don't overlap my circles of friends. You understand what I mean? I don't advertise my blog, my twitter and everything. I treat all of them as different circles. I'm another different person in every account. And my blog's one of the mediums for me to be someone else, diverting from the usual Nanue that Kimpit knows. I don't want him to know this side of me, because I don't do direct affection as much. And here's the only place where I can put some out for public display, without him noticing. Yeah, Iwant everyone else to know except him. Weird, yes. That being said, you should already by now, are aware that maybe, in some other worlds out there, I'm talking about you affectionately, or vice versa. Who knows? *bat lashes*
So.
I've been keeping this for a while, and this needs ample courage to let out. I don't entirely know what has gotten into me, and why I need to tell it now and here, everything. I just don't know. I think it's because I feel lonely and lonely and lonely and lonely and lonely and lonely as shit, and I miss him too much. Bad combination. So here it goes, *breath in breath out* phew:
Hi Sayang. I love you so much, and I look forward to loving you my entire life. And I promise you to deliver (a few) cute babies along the way :) Love you!
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I do not know what would be the appropriate follow up comment to that, honestly.
I think he would have appreciated it.
I mean, who wouldnt? I would have been elated if someone says i love you for the rest of my life.
Think about it :)
And Farah, since you're one of the most vocal proponents of the "tell him" idea, you mustn't forget to tell Ajis the same ok?!?!! Sejuk hati Encik M. Zin dapat menantu camni - PERGH. LOL.
Too bad Ajis is imaginary eh ? Trust me, ill tell him everyday if he is real LOL :)
The world needs more Irvings, and less Kimpits. I'm serious.
LOLs. Very slick move, dear 'Ajis' but the last time i checked , Ajis is MY guy, not some other tomyam's.
Keep it up at this rate, i'll take the joke seriously karang ha baru panik.
@Nanue:
Here's an idea. How about you find out a way for him to accidentally bump into this post. YES THATS IT. So it'll be a silent arrangement, he knows, you know that he knows, but thats the point right. Doesnt matter how you do it, you would want him to know.
(pergh farahhanani bagi relationship advice geli hati aku)
Any advice?
LOL this is misleading already!
I find that even I myself take that special person for granted. In fact, selalu sangat. Over time, it requires more and more effort to notice his or her special-ness to you, because you're so used to having him or her around that it desensitizes you to all but the most prominent of stimuli. It's particularly prominent in guys though lol.
Anyway - Ina, you are amazing. So is Kimpit, but in ways perhaps only God can fathom. One day, the subliminal emotions will shine through - maybe you'll only see it when he mengucaps into the ear of your first-born to welcome him/her to the world; maybe it'll only happen fifty years down the line; maybe you'll even see it happen tomorrow. Who knows right?
LOL wtfish, I don't know where I'm going with this (pukul 4 pagi kot aku tulis), but take it from me - tak ada jantan yang tak akan cair with this post of yours. TAK ADA. Heck, even aku dah lemah lutut...and I'm not even dating you HAHA!
Cheers Ina! Stay awesome :)
And Farah, Ajis baru bantai aku tadi. Katanya aku kaco ko byk sgt. So aku stop sini. HAHA XD
macho guy needs TLC sometimes
mulut kata tak suka, dlm hati tuhan jer yg tau
percayalahhhhh