It ripped my raw heart apart; brutally, bit by bit when I heard quivers of uncertainties in her voice as I was telling her that I will only be back June next year. I spent 10 minutes convincing her that this time, it'll be for good. My tears went wild, racing down my cheeks when she kept on repeating that same question over and over again. "Ina balik bulan enam kan?" "Ina balik bila, bulan enam ke?" "Kiranya Ina balik tak sampai setahun lagi la kan?", trying her best to conceptualize everything that I told her, fitting all of the pieces together in her 70+ old brain.
Allah, I love her too much. Please, I'm praying You to give her your best attention and keep her as long as life can be. Grant her with happiness until her time comes, and to be able to see me, her favourite girl. And I never ask anything from you my readers but this time, I humbly beg you to pray together with me for her wellness because we all hate sad endings don't we?
Thank you all. Semoga Allah merahmati kalian.
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