Hai Dunia.
Saya Stress.
Bye Dunia.
Saya Pergi.
Dunia, Dunia...
I just demonstrated my horrendous and non-existent poem-ing ability, up above. What more in BM. It seemed fragmentary and hideous, I know. I let it be like so, because in a way, it reflects my current mental condition. I don't know, I'm just plain depressed. Nothing personal though. I can't believe anything academic would put me in such despair but today I shall mark my calendar because I just proved myself that I can never handle excessive self stupidity. Ladies and gents, learn from my mistake. Always ask if you don't know what to do. Never assume, especially when it comes to experiments.
Today summed up to 1.) failed results 2.) the book I desperately need is borrowed by someone else until God knows when 3.) Left my power source in the lab when ALL my readings are in my laptop 4.) All above, combo-ed with an empty tummy. ALL in one day. Ugh. So, for my next birthday, I'd love to have one of those kits (above)
Ugh.
sThis is Nanue, signing odd off.
Stressfully.
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1. I'm not perfect myself, so are you and everyone else we know and we don't. While I try my best not to eat non-halal food, I also try my best not to starve. Duduk negara orang ni kalau fikir macam tu, kita semua takkan makan apa2 LANGSUNG. Cuba cakap kat saya apa yang saya boleh makan kalau ada kat tempat orang kafir, sedang on the road, bermusafir sebulan dan berfikiran mcm awak? Cuba kasi tau sikit. Kita buat apa yang terpaling mampu. Saya tak makan ayam daging. Saya dah suruh dia jgn letak wine alcohol. Itu yang plg saya mampu, saya buat. Islam itu mudah. From what I know/heard/my friend told, kalau utensils to dah dibasuh, insyaAllah selamat untuk digunakan sbb tiada nas yang suruh kita sama' pinggan mangkuk kalau tersentuh daging haram. Ada ulama berpendapat sabun tu boleh gantinya dengan air tanah. And if you must know, orang2 di sini cuci pinggan mangkuk dalam air panas, which maximize the cleanliness. That much I could do, I did. Segala lain di tangan Allah.
2. You have just made a non observatory judgment. For that, you've made yourself clear of what you're worthy of.
3. You commented on the wrong post. I'm just saying.
maybe tak applicable in such cases cm kat kedai tu nue. tapi apa aku buat kalau pergi tempat susa nak carik halal food same je cam ko nue. haha. susah nak cakap la senanye. maybe si anon sangat tegar tak makan mana mana kedai kalau pergi negara kafir dan rela starving sb dia doubt the halal-ity. Saya sangat kagum n berharap dapat jadi orang iman sekuat anda. Insyallah. :D
Tp seriously iman tak kuat AT ALL. Jgn pandang saya sebegitu. I'm not a big deal, at all. Saya lemah dan lalai orangnya. In just about everything. But just so you know, in a way, anda membuatkan hari saya ni ceria. Serious. How simple words affect us human, even from afar. Thanks again Dyla :)
Well, as to you anonymous, if that offended you I'm thoroughly sorry. I declined my rights and went against your belief (or ours, I should say). I should have given it another thought before I went on and had that pasta but I guess we all sometimes paid little to no attention to petty things like that. Will try not to next time, though. Jazakallahu khairan for the reminder.